Why is it so hard to find someone that actually suits my interest? I find some very kindhearted and intelligent girls that I swear deserve the world if they asked for it; but I can’t help but lose feelings essentially. I don’t know why my standards must be so high. It’s not that I’m looking for anyone in particular, It’s that I’ve created someone so out of the ordinary it seems almost impossible to find her. (I mean to find a girl passionate about her hobbies, infatuated with positivity, enjoying the simple things, and well, plays video games is a needle in a haystack. )
Don’t get me wrong it’s not like I’m at a constant struggle to find my parenthetical girlfriend. I have incredible friends that I couldn’t feel luckier to have. I mean they are essentially, the closest friends I’ve had in a while. Plus my brother and I have a bond more solid than ever. But perhaps I’m just finding myself being discouraged by all these failed attempts at finding my ‘other’. I’m not unhappy I’m just lonely.
Tagged as: rant.